eek! last concert {ever}

tonight, will be my last orchestra concert EVER! right now, i'm excited, nervous, sad, and happy all at the same time. actually, i'm really not that nervous. so that's a plus. but, even though i really have no love for orchestra anymore, i'm still going to miss it a lot. i mean, where else am i going to find as good a teacher as the ohh-so-amazing Ms. Lehman? seriously, it's going to be sooo weird not seeing her every day next year. i'm also going to miss orch because it is the time of the day when i can escape everything that is going on. i just have to sit in a room for an hour and get lost in the music. probably one of my favorite things about that class. so, i'm really not looking forward to not being in orchestra, but at the same time.. i am. i guess i should just look on the bright side and remember that i'm going to be in yearbook next year, so it's all going to be good. i honestly wont be surprised if i cry tonight. hmm...

anyways, i finished my mother's mothers day gift on tuesday... and was kinda forced to show her yesterday because someone was wayyy too curious. ohh well, she still loved it and cried a little. i'll put pictures up at some point.... but, not going to get to that tonight.. since it's concert night!!!

last night, patrick allred was at 29th to do a praise night w/ the youth group. and of course, it's the day that i have lost my voice. rawr. so, the fact that i couldn't sing at all kinda made me quite sad. but hopefully i'll have my voice by tomorrow night so that i can sing...

so, i feel like i'm just kinda rambling at the moment.. so to spare you of my teenage ramblings because i'm kinda hyper. i'm just going to stop now.

love all, abs.